xXShargiaArtsXx

The main reason I keep going back and forth is part of the paranoia that is associated with BPD, Anxiety and PTSD has kept me constantly thinking if I should write my story at all. My memory and mind have fully depleted. I no longer feel like I'm safe to be around, and that maybe i should call it quits on my story and content. Every time I try to do anything with it, I always end up pissing people off. While I won't stop drawing, my memory no longer works, I cannot draw without seizing from anxiety and ptsd and bpd episodes. Because I can no longer tell if I'm a safe person or not, I will no longer be as active until I get my mind fixed. Trying to ease my split episodes has not been easy. Plus I want to protect those I believe I have past life connections with. So until I feel like I am a safe person to be around, and have a good handle on my mental health issues while dealing with the paranormal, progress and content will be slow. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Account: DAs: https://www.deviantart.com/sweeneytoddstc https://www.deviantart.com/shargiaarts FurAffinity is 18+ https://www.furaffinity.net/user/shargiaarts/ https://www.furaffinity.net/user/sweeneytoddstc